How do you choose between two things you really want? There is the possibility of having both, but it would significantly complicate your life and most likely, not for the better.
Do you listen to your head or your heart? But this decision is influenced by both my head and my heart. It's not a head decision versus a heart decision. My head and my heart are contributing to both sides of this coin.
And the worst part, this decision can't go on for eternity. This decision must be made by a certain date.
I wish I had a burning bush, or a cricket or a fairy godmother to tell me what to do. Being a grown is so difficult sometimes....