When you are looking forward and trying to work towards change, sometimes its hard to know whether things are happening for a reason or if you're just helping them along yourself.
Lately I have been pretty dissatisfied with work. It's been slow so there's not as much to do and things have just gotten on my nerves a little easier than usual. But this is where the uncertainty comes in. Am I just wanting change so badly that I am letting these things frustrate me or is my grace truly waning? There are other, more serious factors that are included in this mental discussion, but I won't go in to detail about them.
I don't want to make a change without truly knowing, because it may cause me to miss an opportunity that is coming in the future, but in that same breathe what if I just need to take a step? So the question of how long to wait still remains.
There are always two sides to every coin and I just seem to talk myself in circles trying to figure out which is the best side for me.