I can't lie. Lately I've been experiencing a great deal of "bloggers block." I really don't know what to write about, other than documenting my day or posting photos of the boys. I just did a kiddo photo post and yesterday wasn't super interesting, so I am at a lose for words.
Over the last few weeks, there have been a lot of things I have been wanting to do, but haven't had the time, or bravery. I really want to go thrifting and/or garage saling, but just don't have or haven't found the time. I also really want to alter things I find at said thrift stores/garage sales. I want to get another tattoo or two, but can't find the courage or decisiveness to do it. I want to cut my hair, but again, can't seem to muster the ability to just make an appointment. I want to take more walks. It's warm now, and most times sunny, so I just need to get outdoors, even if I do sweat while I'm out. I want to find a bathing suit I like. So far, it's been pretty difficult.
If I sit and think about all these things for too long, I find myself getting down and out. And I don't want that. I want to go and do the things I want, but for some reason, always find excuses as to why not. I definitely need to work on just doing, and stop over-thinking even the smallest decisions. Maybe that's what I'll try to focus on this week. Sadly, it takes some conscious effort on my part, but I am going to do my best to get out of this rut I've been in for a little while.
Sorry to be so depressing. I never want this blog to become my dumping ground for when I'm bumming out. But tonight, I just can't seem to shake the feeling. What do you do to break negative thought patterns? And get out of mental "ruts?"